Tonight was life changing. I don't know yet for sure if it truly was life changing because it's only been an hour since the experience. The Experience. Don't really want to share about the actual event that popped on to my lap but more of how it has changed my views on life and people. Lately, the word relationship has been very important to me... My family and friends, the relationships that I cherish most out of every and any that are in my life, my family and friends... For these people, I don't care about looking foolish for them or in front of them, giving up my life to help them, putting my reputation in the dumpster for these people. So lately, I've been thinking about my life because I have so many relationships that are in the air between friends or just acquaintances. Especially for church. Are the people that go to the same church as me... family, friends or just acquaintances and tonight I figure that to generalize the whole church in to a category just isn't fair for or for anybody else. end thought.

The way people respond to you in a sensitive atmosphere shows a lot of who the person really is. When there is drama... who and what are they really worried about? Are they worried about their 'reputation' or are they really worried about the situation at hand? This doesn't qualify people as being evil or just bad people but I do categorize it under selfish ... anyways.. my thoughts on this is not fully matured.

overall.

When the shit hits the fan, true colors of people come out.