Life up to now from a few days ago.

Life has been interesting. I've been doing some stuff. I've been working a lot. I have been working for GPYC for the past month and a half or so. It's been ok. It seems impossible at time but my dad pushes me to get things done and I feel like i can catch up. only if I can catch up with my hospital bill.
Something great happened to me. I just officially became the manager of "The Nehemiah Band". I'm really excited but at the same time I'm afraid of failing. what if I can't get gigs for them, what if I don't do a good job, I don't want to fail anyone. But who cares, sometimes we just need to dive in to what we do and let our selves work. I'm really excited because this means that I get to meet a lot of cool people. I honestly want to be that guy that knows everyone everywhere and I can get people in to clubs and stuff. haha, i don't know. when you just hear it, it sounds kind of dumb but it's really fun. I went to a club called Cinespace. It was real cool but I had to wait in line. I might also be starting a T shirt company with them and we'll collaborate and call it "The Nehemiah Brand". i don't know how its going to work out but it sounds real fun. I'm excited for it all.

I'm in Boston.

It's really cold here. I love it. I love the cold. It's piercing if you stay out too long but I love it. Everyones really white here. The white people I mean, they're very white. Ria's friends are here. It's kind of weird, my first time meeting them. They're just talking and I'm on the side typing. They're talking about killing someone, i think its a game that they're playing. Stef and Ellice are sleeping. I should be sleeping too but I can't. i 'm so tired though. I'm gonna have a tiring day.


I get so cranky when I'm tired. sooo craky... especially against girls. and guys. I need a puppy here.