Well, I'm moving to North Carolina for sure hopefully by fall. I feel like a part of me really wants to leave to leave all of my responsibilities that were given to me because the lack of volunteers and I was pre-mature to handle them. I'm not ready to be in charge of anything right now but I'm in charge of more than I should be and it's sucking me dry. I really want to move to North Carolina because it seems really simple, not too much going on and I can sort of start over.
It feels good to look forward to change instead of having that feeling, "am i going to be like this forever?"
North Carolina, I hope it works out. I hope it molds me in to a different person.
I'm excited, there are many people that keeps trying to discourage me from going there, I don't exactly know why. They ask me questions like, "are you sure you want to do?, why there? what are you going to do there? etc. etc." Other times, it might have affected me but too many times those voices kept me from doing what I really want or should do. Too many people have their own agendas for your life, if 23 years of living has taught me anything is that no matter how great or nice a person is, most of the time their "advice" is their own personal goal for your life. It's a funny concept. Another person not of family but just friend or acquaintance has a 'plan' for you, they have an agenda for YOU! It' might be selfish or it might just be from their own person experience what ever the reason, it's usually something that we shouldn't really just take as perfect or even as credible. We all are individuals and our own decisions are what makes us individuals. hmm a little off tangent there.

excited for NC.