secret desires

sweet like honey to my soul



my crush turned love turned sour turned in to questions of how's and why's.
regretful thoughts cloud my mind only to be cleared with bitter emotions
maybe... they were just lies
meaningless attempts to find true love, pre-mature, one step too early in to the center of the ocean.
too easy to drown in-factuation
you're too deep to understand and I'm too impatient
only if i can do it again, then I know I'd have you again even now.
my crush turned love turned true
despite what reality choose
a piece of my heart still knew,
faithful heart, betrays me to still feel for you
maybe it still waits too
believes in faith or is it fate?
or is it too late?
and I know you're happy with..
and maybe it's just not meant to be.
it's over and I know it see,
only if I can convince my heart to believe me.