Grandmother

From Love

This was taken before I was left Korea in 2005. She always cries. I always thought it was silly that she cried every year because we see her the year after. She passed away beginning of 2008, I don't even remember the exact date and I didn't even get to see her before she passed away. I was still in the U.S. at a Nehemiah Band show somewhere near Cerritos when I got the call. When someone dies, I think regret happens much. 'why didn't I treat her better?' 'why didn't I cherish those special moments?' etc. She knew that she was going soon but nobody would really understand that. I feel sad when I think about my grandma. I don't know her age, her name or her life. I just know her. She loved me the most. I just want to see her one more time, nothing special... just to spend a little extra time and give her a little extra attention. I love her.